I don’t want to sound morose, but I’m very frightened. My better half is not here for no apparent reason, and isn’t answering email. Most of my belongings did not get moved (my Bible, my prayer book, icons, and oils) and they should have been by now. This room is out of the hot spot, so I installed a wi-fi service that’s probably expensive, and with unstable connections. It makes me even more cut off.
This is a place where people go (are put) to die, and not a very nice one. There are good staff here, but even more whose idea of care is to shut you up. I am not interested in that kind of place. They do as little as possible to keep you mollified. Even if I wanted to just go die soimewhere, it would not be here.
So sorry for bringing you down. I’m just not in a good place.